Oh, what if you are thinking like this?
One day, this thought suddenly came to my mind:
"I want to die, but I do not want to intentionally end my life."
I gave some thoughts to this phrase. The sentence itself is contradicting. A person who wants to die but doesn't want to end his/her life. What's the next best alternative?
By wanting to die, the wish cannot be fulfilled if the act of killing oneself is not committed or even thought of. Wanting to die is an unnatural thought and can only be fulfilled by an unnatural act. The person will not put himself/herself in danger of any sort, because by doing so, they would be intentionally trying to end his/her life. So, the person would not purposely dash across the road, the person would not make him/herself 'blur' enough to do dangerous things, the person would not bang his/her head against the wall etc... blah blah blah. He/she would still try to live life normally, and also being as cautious as before.
Perhaps the crucial thing is courage. Ending one's life requires tremendous courage. The person might be too scared to do the act of suicide. But then, why does the person want to die in the 1st place? I think this scenario is highly possible.
Sometimes, people can be in such tremendous pain, that they seriously think they want to end their lives. They know nothing can solve their problems. They just want to numb their senses, they want to fall asleep and never wake up, they want to get out of this world, escape from all the worries, stress and problems.
The point I am trying to make here is that some people may get trapped in such a situation. These people, in my opinion, are worse than people who considered suicide. Because they basically have no way out - they are trapped. Being trapped is a lot more painful than finding the easy way out. They truly represent the phrase "No choice". They are also more likely not to seek help. People in distress and considered suicide can call SOS, or even talk to a friend. They would exhibit signs of suicidal symptoms, friends around can spot their unusual behaviours can take action to prevent any tragedy. But people who want to die but at the same time, don't want to, are pitiful. They can't possibly tell others "I want to die, but I don't want to end my life." What are you going to tell to them? They may not want to reveal their problems, and they do not exhibit signs of being suicidal (because they are not suicidal in the 1st place).
I am not sure how am I going to continue this, but if you have a problem, talk to someone. If you cannot talk to someone, blog it. Find someone unknown online and talk about it. Talking can rescue you from being trapped. Talking can enlighten you.
Sorry, but I don't know what rubbish am I talking now. Just feel like blogging something worth giving a thought about.
-Dakepaike-
"I want to die, but I do not want to intentionally end my life."
I gave some thoughts to this phrase. The sentence itself is contradicting. A person who wants to die but doesn't want to end his/her life. What's the next best alternative?
By wanting to die, the wish cannot be fulfilled if the act of killing oneself is not committed or even thought of. Wanting to die is an unnatural thought and can only be fulfilled by an unnatural act. The person will not put himself/herself in danger of any sort, because by doing so, they would be intentionally trying to end his/her life. So, the person would not purposely dash across the road, the person would not make him/herself 'blur' enough to do dangerous things, the person would not bang his/her head against the wall etc... blah blah blah. He/she would still try to live life normally, and also being as cautious as before.
Perhaps the crucial thing is courage. Ending one's life requires tremendous courage. The person might be too scared to do the act of suicide. But then, why does the person want to die in the 1st place? I think this scenario is highly possible.
Sometimes, people can be in such tremendous pain, that they seriously think they want to end their lives. They know nothing can solve their problems. They just want to numb their senses, they want to fall asleep and never wake up, they want to get out of this world, escape from all the worries, stress and problems.
The point I am trying to make here is that some people may get trapped in such a situation. These people, in my opinion, are worse than people who considered suicide. Because they basically have no way out - they are trapped. Being trapped is a lot more painful than finding the easy way out. They truly represent the phrase "No choice". They are also more likely not to seek help. People in distress and considered suicide can call SOS, or even talk to a friend. They would exhibit signs of suicidal symptoms, friends around can spot their unusual behaviours can take action to prevent any tragedy. But people who want to die but at the same time, don't want to, are pitiful. They can't possibly tell others "I want to die, but I don't want to end my life." What are you going to tell to them? They may not want to reveal their problems, and they do not exhibit signs of being suicidal (because they are not suicidal in the 1st place).
I am not sure how am I going to continue this, but if you have a problem, talk to someone. If you cannot talk to someone, blog it. Find someone unknown online and talk about it. Talking can rescue you from being trapped. Talking can enlighten you.
Sorry, but I don't know what rubbish am I talking now. Just feel like blogging something worth giving a thought about.
-Dakepaike-
posted by fukepaike at 8:58 PM
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